
In the past I have had this fear, I would go off tramping into a nearby bog and leave my camera behind. Why I might drop it into the water, I might scratch the lens, I might do something to it. It took a number of missed photographs to realize that all that money spent on that equipment is going to waste sitting in the cabin, or the car, or at home. That camera needs to be with me for me to get any value out of it.
So we arrived at Tabo-an and I exited the car along with my wife and her family and she started to insist I stay behind in the car and wait. I was not keen on doing so as I wanted to check the place out first hand and take some photographs and video. Yes, I started to get hit up by panhandlers and I kept a good hold on my camera when it was not in use and kept scanning around. It was fine, no problems. Long ago a friend advised me in such situations to be aware but go out there an be confident. That is what I did and got the photograph you see above. If I would have stayed in car and quaked I would not have gotten that photograph. I’m glad I went (even the smell did not deter me).
This trip put my camera into the most danger it was on during the trip, but I was careful with it and by the time this photograph was taken it was barely able to focus, notice the reduced contrast of the photograph, that was because the lens was misted over, my nephew was working the camera and the auto-focus stopped working due to the mist on the lens. He did not know how to turn the auto-focus off and this is the only picture we have of me at the top of the waterfalls (or at least as high up as we could go). We had to climb up some rock stairways, crawl through narrow passages, and wade through pools of varying depth. They were not very deep, but the bottoms of the pools were rock covered so one had to take care with their steps. The camera could have easily been dunked into the water or bashed against the rock walls, but we were careful and forged ahead. Also, on an excursion like that, one can easily hurt themselves. We all came out of this trip just fine.
In order to accomplish anyone you must put yourself and your things at risk. Want to cure diseases? You must put yourself at risk of catching that disease, want to put an end to crime? You must put yourself at risk of being struck down by criminals. Want to change the world, you put yourself at risk of being damaged by those who want the world to stay the same (and that equation can be flipped around).
Be not afraid!